A Dose of Loneliness

A dose of loneliness I have depended for a long time on others to make me feel loved. That feeling is fleeting, only love for yourself and God’s love are constant. Depending on anyone else to make you feel whole, loved or happy will lead you to disappointment and a realization that you have been [...]

Reaction, Rage, Reenactment, Regret, Remorse, REPEAT

Reaction, Rage, Reenactment/Reflection, Regret, Remorse/Romanticizing, REPEAT My husband recently told me, “You don’t need to have an epiphany or a life changing moment you just need to stop!” Stop, the cycle that is. And I don’t mean my feminine cycle, although that isn’t helpful! This cycle comes from disagreements/ falling outs with family members, friends, [...]

Being productive with anxiety(SQUIRREL!!)

    I am always in limbo between needing coffee for energy and overcaffeinated paranoia. I tend to be a spaz. Running around doing 1/8th  of each task on my to do list before jumping to another task.   I also suffer from anxiety/ manic depression. It tends to manifest itself as procrastination. Or the [...]

Over Spending at Trader Joe’s?

I love Trader Joes, I would profess my love on a mountain top. Or even let TJ’s stand behind me as I hang off the bow of a massive ship. “I’ll never let go!” I mean that, I will never let go of Trader Joes. I recently started anew with my grocery and budgeting habits. [...]

Getting Honest

What lightbulb needs to be replaced? You must first turn the lights on to see which is burnt out, and not working for ya anymore. During my teenage years I underwent self-help seminars. I learned many new life skills such as; step left, call people out of their stuff, and stop lying by omission. I [...]